God Please Hear My Prayer

by Luanne

Dear God I kneel and pray to you tonight
Hold my dear friend in your arms real tight
Help her through her pain and worry
Please guide her through this sea of fury

Her heart is beaten , tired and worn
She feels alone , unloved and torn
Warm her in your gracious light
Please restore her gift of sight

You hold her life in your hand
So dear Lord , please understand
She is a friend that means so much to me
A kind loving person , is what I see

Please take these tears that I have shed
Mix them with the love you spread
Wash away her pain and sorrow
Let her see a bright , tomorrow

Let her hear your sweet voice speak
Carry her in your arms when she is weak
I ask for you Lord to please hear this prayer
And walk with sweet Em through this time of despair

Cost of brutal love..

by Bleeding_Red_Fallen_Angel

Relationships are broken
Another spirit lost
no words left spoken
And another life's to cost

Another wrist to cut
Another story to tell
When their life was shut
And they crumbled up and fell

When suicide looks so good
And love seems so bad
You think you know you should
And you know and wish you had

When you see them in the hall
And your spirits grow weak
Your heart begins to fall
And its blood you seek

No eye contact made
Not even a wave of the hand
That's when spirits fade
And at the window they stand

"I'll make one more leap
One more leap for love
But this one will be stoop
And will lead me up above"

"He told me that he loved me
And threw me away
I was to d a m n blind to see
That I was to pay"

She falls to the ground
And yes, this one was steep
In a day she was found
And her mother's left to weep

Boy:

He sees her in the hall
Most likely every day
His heart does fall
And he's at loss for words to say

She plays with him a bit
And throws him away
Treats him like s h i t
Until another day

And he loves her so much
He keeps coming back
Longing for her touch
When she don't want jack

He's her toy
It works every time
Step into this ploy
And you'll be fine

But he leaves with heart ache
And can finally see
This last heart break
Is all that can be

"I will take this gun
To my head
Since this was so fun
You wont mind me to be dead"

"You played with me
Treated me like a game
And now you'll see
My guts spill like rain"

One blow to the head is what he recieves
And his brother runs in the room
He sees it splattered on the leaves
And his heart begins to swoon..

He cant take the pain
He loved his brother
It drove him insane
As well as his mother

So they went off the edge
And ended it all
Now this part of your wedge
Has to fall

You are over whelmed
And cannot take the blame
So you pay for your mistake
And of course do the same..

Waiting For You To Come Back....

by © Lo5t@ng3L

No matter how many times,
I call your beautiful name,
I know you will forever lie sleeping,
While I look at you in my picture frame.

And I'm waiting for you to come back,
But I know its wrong,
I just can't take it,
Believe that you're gone.

Your body is slowly fading,
And I can't stop crying,
I need you here with me,
To save me from dying.

I've lost everything,
And now I'm loosing my way,
It kills me to know,
That with out you I have to stay.

From every single tear I cry
I can't find comfort in,
I wish we could go back,
That your sickness didn't begin.

We could have stopped it,
But you chose to go on,
All I have left of you,
Are pictures, memories and your favorite song.

And I'm angry at you,
And sometimes I don't understand,
You took your own life,
With your own hands.

And I miss you so bad,
I just can't explain,
How I feel about your loss,
This unbearable stinging pain.

It's so hard with out you,
To face the world everyday,
Known that I've lost you forever,
That you have flown away.

And I'm still waiting for you to come back,
Even though I know it's wrong,
But I really miss you,
And just can't believe that you're gone.

Look for the signs

by *BleedingAngel*

She stares empty into the dark wall
her eyes are glass like and dead
no one would hear her painful call
or the bullet going through her head

She holds the gun in her hand
dreaming of a better place
why didn't they understand
that the 1 sign was tears down her face

She gave them so much to look for
but they never took the time
but now she don't have to ask anymore
"Is killing yourself really a crime?"

She had given them sign number 2
but still no help at all in sight
she never knew what to do
then to give up her life long fight

Sign number 3 was her bleeding wrists
they all saw the deep and perfect cut
but did they do anything about this?
No, and soon they all just forgot

Though she cut herself real deep
she couldn't seem to die
thought that the pills would make her sleep
and she took them without a cry

The doctors saved her fragile life
though she didn't wanted them to
and the saw the cuts by the knife
but still they had no clue

Trying to starve herself to death
was probably the last sign she gave
or was it trying to hold her breath?
no matter what, she couldn't be saved

That's why she has a gun in her hand
her only way out of this hell
she tried so hard to make them understand
but never did she dare to tell

So she died with a secret deep inside
she shot a bullet through her head
no one never knew why she died
or why she didn't ask for help instead

*Look for the signs*

He said

by EDDIE GARCIA

He said walk with me and take my hand,
soon you'll see and understand...
he showed me darkness and all its fears,
held me tight said I'm always near...
he then showed me light and all his love,
saying to me he's always right above...

Taking me he whispered ,always follow me,
happiness in the kingdom one day you'll see...
turn away from temptation when it comes by,
listen to me as I tell you why...
I am the way to eternal life,
by believing in me you'll have no strife...

You shall succeed you will move on,
my loves been real from day one...
I do care and I do listen so call on me,
when your in need and I will come to thee...
he said his love would never die,
for he is righteous and in him we glorify...

His love was warm his arms were strong,
being with him i knew I belong...
believing in him everyday so true,
i was safe from harm I just knew...
he gave me air and cleared my way,
when times were bad he made my day...

He is Jesus he is the one,
gods only loving begotten son...

What Happened To Us...

by ©-Katherine

I used to say I loved you
And that you were the one
And I used to be so grateful
That our relationship had begun

But now that times have changed
My love has turned to hate
And I regret ever telling you
That meeting you was fate

I regret ever telling you
About the hardships in my life
Because you are now the reason
Why my life is filled with strife

I cry myself to sleep each night
For this pain is just to real
But the truth is that I miss you
And the happiness you made me feel

I wish I never loved you
Or let you steal my heart
Because now that you have left me
My life is torn apart

I gave you all my trust
And you just threw it all away
And I wish that you could see
The pain I feel each day...

When A Friend Forgets You

by •»¨Póε†ε§Š¨«•

Best friends for some years
swearing to always be.
But all of that changes
when new things you start to see.

You thought you could trust her
that this would last for so long
But something always happens
whether its right or its wrong.

But so far its all gone wrong
like a badly played game.
You lost all that you can lose
and you feel so ashamed.

If you were ever in need
she promised to be there.
But a friend's promise is worthless
if she doesn't even care.

New friends surrounding her
another world to call her own
She forgot about the friend who loves her
she left her fighting pain alone.

She's forgotten her old friends
the one who still remains true
But what are memories of a friend
when a friend forgets you.

Unknown to Me

by Kyle Schulz

Why can't I feel you,
Everyone else does,
Why can't I hear you voice,
I have heard it sounds like doves,

If you really died for my soul,
Why do I feel so alone,
I am charred and hollow inside,
I am cut down to the bone.

Salvation is just a word,
It has no meaning to me,
Not this triumphant message of joy,
That everyone else sees.

You have to believe in something,
I say that is right,
But I cannot lead my heart to anything,
Or I will be lost in the night,

I have to believe by choice,
That choice is not meant to be,
I need something tangible to put faith in,
Nothing of substance has been showed to me,

The Bible you say is living proof,
Of this powerful and commanding being,
To me that doesn't do it,
For me reading is not seeing,

Every religion has a holy book,
What makes ours so great,
To debate this for all eternity,
Seems my destined fate.

You see my predicament,
Please hear my plea,
Anyone who can and does read this,
Just save me!

Dance In The Rain

by © Lo5t@ng3L

I know how you feel,
I feel it everyday,
But girl, you gotta hang on,
You need to stay.

I know it hurts so much,
And the pain brings you down,
Underneath that fake smile,
Is a withered frown.

There is pain in your eyes,
But is it visible to see?
Still wear a mask under the make up,
Won't set your battles heart free.

You can't open up,
Scared of it becoming real,
If you say it,
You're afraid you will never heal.

You cry at night,
Cut away that acid pain,
You're screaming on the inside,
Weighed down by the strain.

Trying to suppress suicide,
Forget now and the past,
Times may fade,
But tattered memories still last.

You're so sick of fake smiling,
Pretending that everything is fine,
You desperately long to be happy,
Following that so called silver line.

Wishing you had somebody,
And darling you have me,
So please talk about your sorrows,
And allow me to set them free.

I'll dance in the rain with you,
Pull you back up when you fall,
Help you keep your strong hold,
When you feel you can't take it all.

Because I'm your friend,
And I'm always here for you,
So take my hand darling,
And allow me to help you through

All Because Of You

by YouBruiseMyName©

All because of you,
I have burn marks on my heart,
And will always be afraid,
'Cos the end will never start.
So beautifully bruised,
And completely incomplete,
Her lifeline beating to bleed,
So fragile bleeding to beat.
All because of you,
I was under psychiatric care,
Your abuse caused me to be,
Locked up for almost two years.
Bleeding, burning, popping pills,
I thought my sickness was the cure,
How could I be so wrong,
When I felt so damn sure?
All because of you,
I must sleep with my light on high,
Have my radio on up loud,
To sleep at least 2 hours a night.
Yes, this is the result,
Of what you did to me,
Please, somebody try to save,
Whatever pieces are left of me.

You Think You Got It Bad

by •»¨Póε†ε§Š¨«•

You think you got it bad
you want to end your own life.
You start making such a fuss
'cuz you're goin' through some strife.

Your girlfriend played you some
you and your dad don't get along.
You start going through depression
thinkin' everything is wrong.

You start b i t chin' and complainin'
saying you're tired and so stressed
Locking yourself inside your room
tellin' people you're depressed.

You think you got it bad
a little problem brings you down.
You say your life just can't get worst
but try to take a look around......

You see that little girl
holding her mother's hand.
She's been raped more than twice
by her momma's new man.

Try being that lady over there
waiting for her prolonged death.
She's gone through chemo everyday
but soon she'll draw her final breath.

You slit your wrists each day
because you can't take it anymore.
Try having your mom abandon you
at the youngest age of four.

You think you got it bad
try being only six years old.
Having your dad molest you
saying he'd kill you if you told.

Or that girl who's beat and raped
by the man she calls her father.
When all she wanted in her life
was to be his perfect daughter.

Try having your son kill himself
at the age of seventeen
Or your precious little daughter
never waking from her dream.

Try being that wife with kids
whose husband left her all alone
The day he got called out to war
she knew he wasn't coming home.

You think you got it bad
you tell your doctor you can't sleep
You even over dose on pills
is it attention what you seek ?!

You think you got it bad
try being that kid for just a day
He gets beat up and teased in school
and no one likes him 'cuz he's gay.

You think your life's a living hell...?
well lets turn back the hands of time
When my grandpa' made me please him
I hadn't even yet turned nine.

You say you've got it bad
that you see no reason to go on
Yet all these peoples' lives were ruined
and some how they manage to stay strong.

Most of these lives around you
have lost everything they ever had
They've lost every little bit of hope
and you still think you got it bad...

Still In Love With You

by Ironic Allure ©

My mind is often drifting, to the memories of our past,
So with a tear I’m wondering, why you let it go so fast.
You made endless vows to me, that I’m still believing now,
And I do to try to forget you, but I simple don’t know how.
You’re always in my mind and heart, I only wish you knew,
That I’m sat here crying, ‘Cause I’m still in love with you.
A million tears have fallen, for the pain you caused within,
And I have no strength at all, with the state you left me in.
My prayers are never answered, God’s just as tired as me,
Tired of each pitiful dream, that I wish would come to be.
The conversations long since over, nothing more to say,
But even though I turned my back, I just couldn’t walk away.
Although you’re fine without me, I can’t deny my heart,
You tell me that we’ll still be friends, but that’s so far apart.
You pulled the ground beneath me, with the words you said,
And still I’m falling further down, with echoes in my head.
I knew I’d take a fall that day, when you let go of my hands,
But I know falling this deep, was not part of my plans.
Unto this day I love you, but these words you will ignore,
To you I’m just a memory, of our love that is no more.
I guess I sound pathetic, but one thing's more than true,
Baby I’ll be holding on, ‘Cause I’m still in love with you.

Running Away

by © Lo5t@ng3L

I'm gonna let go now,
Say goodbye to everyone,
I enjoyed my life,
Really had fun.

But then it got rough,
And I started to fall,
It really got too much,
And I can't cope at all.

I'm loosing it slowly,
Have no idea where to go,
Can't find any point in living,
Feel so, so low.

My heart is completely shattered,
Raw with burning pain,
Body bruised and broken,
From this state I can't refrain.

Wrists scared and broken,
Skin red and worn,
My insides black and blue,
Everything tattered and torn.

My breath so shallow,
Face tear stained and white,
Mind tortured and lost,
Body too tired to fight.

My whole life destroyed,
Stolen and gone,
Lost in a past shadow,
That will lie forever wrong.

So I'm gonna let go now,
Say goodbye to everyone,
Because my life is now too much,
And now I will become undone

God For A Day

by Mark Spencer

Each time I listen to the news,
It has a familiar ring.
Another soldier died today,
Seems it’s always the same thing.

I see earthquakes and tsunamis,
Hurricanes and forest fires.
Who can forget nine eleven?
These can’t be God’s desires.

So I shouted at the heavens,
And told the Lord what I thought.
I asked if He knew we were here,
Or if He had just forgot.

The next day, when the mail arrived,
I found an unmarked letter.
The author, who claimed to be God,
Asked if I could do better.

You damn right I could, was my thought.
And without blinking an eye,
My body seemed to disappear,
As I floated toward the sky.

God endowed me with his power,
And before fading away,
He said, “Now’s your chance to prove it;
But you only have a day.”

So I began making changes,
There’d be no death anymore.
I would silence mother nature,
And I’d put an end to war.

Man would speak no more of murder,
For it would cease to exist.
I corrected every problem,
And checked each one from my list.

When the day had come to an end,
And God’s power was returned,
I said, see what I’ve accomplished,
I have left no stone unturned.

“Have you really made things better?”
The Lord quickly asked of me.
“To sin is humanity’s right.
That choice forms his destiny.”

“By eliminating evil,
You’ve removed his right to choose.
For there is no hope of winning,
If he’s got nothing to lose.”

“Man’s nature is to overcome,
He can’t accept your pardon.
If it really were that simple,
You’d still be in the garden.”

“Tribulations make you stronger,
And yes, some do not survive.
If there were no risk of dying,
Would you really feel alive.”

“Life is not about the moment,
Rather what moments create.
The choices that you make today,
Determine tomorrow’s fate.”

“You are not defined by power,
Nor how many roads you’ve trod.
Only choices can determine
If a soul can stand with God.”

“So think of what you’ve done today,
You have reason to rejoice.
Could you ever gain such wisdom,
If you hadn’t made this choice?”

And even though my choice was wrong,
Twas a path I had to take.
If failure causes us to grow,
Was it really a mistake?

I have gained in understanding,
And I’ve learned another way.
What lessons do you think you’d learn,
If you were God for a day?

You Were The One Wearing A Mask

by •»¨Póε†ε§Š¨«•

We used to share so many secrets
whispering in each others' ears.
You said you'd always be here
that you'd fight away my fears.

Promised we'd be friends forever
no matter what came in between.
But I guess forever ended,
took away our every dream.

You don't know how much it hurts,
I guess you've never been betrayed.
Would I have ever felt like this?
if by my side you would've stayed.

You were the one who told me;
"never leave your friends behind"
Those hypocritical words you said,
are still repeating in my mind.

You'd come to me with worries
I helped you through them all.
No matter what the problem was,
I answered every call.

I never really asked for much
just that you'd always stay the same.
But I asked for the impossible
there's not one thing you didn't change.

Those sweet words you once said,
are now bitter to my heart.
I feel like it's my fault,
that this friendship fell apart.

Your smile brightened up my day
your tears would make me sad.
I always felt the way you did,
but we've lost everything we had.

What happened to the promises
the ones you said you'd keep.
You broke each and every one,
the day you took your leave.

We were both so inseperable
we were together every day.
But now I see you in the halls,
you don't even look my way.

I see you've started over
you've got a new best friend.
Looks like this one's going to last;
I hope, like ours, it doesn't end.

I remember I'd write poems
of friendship just for you.
Every single word I wrote
it was honest, it was true.

I'd write how much you meant to me,
and how I thought you were so rare.
But you turned out like the rest,
abandoned me without a care.

And even now I still do write,
with pen and paper in my hand.
I still don't know where I went wrong
I guess I'll never understand.

You said that I'm the one who changed,
that because of me this didn't last.
But as I look over on the years...
YOU were the one wearing a mask.

Let go

by Rachel

I loved you and you loved me,
we were the best, the best we could be.
I still remember the traces of our sweet innocence kiss,
every moment we spent together was just pure bliss.
It all ended very day,
when God and fate turned against our way.
it was a sweet summer night when we were on a boat,
but something drew up a storm and it quickly approiated.
there was no life jacket but you gave me your float.
worrying all about me, you also gave me your coat.
It was the first time i saw fear in your eyes,
you said everything is fine and alright,but i knew it was just lies.
The water splashed , everything was a mess,
the boat swiftly overturned, you should know the rest.
I grabbed your hands but you let go.
I cried and screamed, shouting NO.
the weight dragged us both down and we started drowning,
you said goodbye and i couldn't stop crying.
I loosen my grip, my heart is aching.
You should be the one who lived,
you gave me everything,everything you could give.
I let you slipped, i had you just right there.
Everywhere i go, i see your smiling face, someone for me to care.
I let you slipped... i had you just right there.