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The last message parts I and II

by Adam Murphy

A shot rings out
blood sprays the wall
it makes a dull thud
as his body falls
the phone hits the ground
the line goes dead
he left her a message
heres what he said
" hey baby whats up?
how have you been?
I was okay ...
then i saw you with him
you were reading a poem
i saw you lip the word love
my heaven became home
with hell up above
i thought we had something
too special to tell
like a bird with broken wings
i saw you and fell
but i guess i was wrong
in trusting you
though i did for so long
you broke it in two
so this is the end
of all that we had
this bulett will mend
these feelings of sad "

part II

She walks to his grave
as the sun sets
she has a short letter
signed with her regrets
it says " sweetie i love you
how couldn't you see
that poem was yours
were having a baby
I didn't know what to say
so i got help from a friend
you came that way
and saw me reading it to him
if only you knew
that smile was yours
there was a girl with me there..
and that guy was hers..
honey i'm scared
i don't know what to do
this is something i wasn't prepared
to be put through
come back to me please
come back to me now
i cant live without you
i just don't know how "
with tears in her eyes
she lays in the mud
she lays there and cries
wishing her tears were blood

The last message Pt III

by Adam Murphy

Its been a few years now
since that blood stained day
a little girl is walking by
she stops at his grave
she says "did you get my letter?
I just wanna know
..mom said she wouldn't get better
and it was her time to go
she said that she'd be with you
so i gave her a note
i said in my big girl voice "see that he gets this"
then she asked me what i wrote
it said "you take care of mommy
like she took care of me
and say that even though her hair fell out
she still looks pretty
give her an extra hug
and an extra kiss
make sure that she remembers
how much she'll be missed
just like when she cried for daddy
and when she prayed for him
I'll do that for her
over and over again
tell her that your sorry
for every single tear
and that if you'd known the truth
you'd still be right here
tell her not to worry
because someday I'll pass too
though I'll try not to hurry
I'll eventually be with you
a lone tear falls down her face
she says she has to go
she says "in my heart i know you got it"
but i hoped you'd tell me so.

My Prayer to You

by Brandi Lea

Lord as I bow my head and pray,
please listen to what I have to say.
I need you in my heart.
I don't want to be apart.
You care for me with your love.
Someday I want to be with you up above.

Lord as I bow my head and pray,
please listen to what I have to say.
I need you in my soul.
I need you to take full control.
As I shed these burning tears,
I ask you to take away all my fears.
I need you to be the light.
Shining the path ever so bright.
I want you always in my sight.

Lord, I get on my hands and knees and pray,
so listen to what I have to say.
My soul is like burning fire.
Make me according to your desire.
Your shining Light is the way,
and from it I will never again stray.

Lord, I get on my hands and knees to pray.
Thanks for hearing what I had to say.

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Mommy, Johnny brought a gun to school

Mommy, Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's,
I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go,
But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun,
He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny,
Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy:
That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend:
That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister:
That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother:
I'll by waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends:
That they always were the best.
Mommy, I'm not the first,
I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers:
I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this,
And please don't let this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me?
No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others,
Mommy, I left without a kiss.
And Mommy, tell the doctors:
I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor,
Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying,
With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy, please remember,
I'm in heaven with the rest.
Mommy, I ran as fast as I could,
When I heard that crack,
Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I'm not coming back.
I wanted to go to college,
I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy,
On that trip to the new zoo.
I wanted to get married,
I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress,
Mommy, I wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now,
The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my boyfriend:
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have,
I know you know it's true,
And Mommy all I wanted to say is,
"Mommy, I love you."

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"So Sick"

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

I Can Do It On My Own

by •»¨Póε†ε§Š¨«•

-*-Kinda long but true...-*-

This poem may not say too much,
some may think it isn't real.
But every single word I write,
is exactly how I feel.

Maybe some have felt this way
like no one ever really cares
Those I thought would have my back
are those who weren't even there.


You say you want the best for me
that you don't want to see me frown.
But is this really all the best?
when all you do is bring me down...


Well I'm just sick of everything
and every word you have to say.
Judging things before you know,
the hurtful comments every day.

Are you suddenly a psychic?
telling me my life ahead
You think you know everything,
try counting all the tears I shed.

Do you think all your shouts and screams
are gonna change the way I act.
You say I'll be no good in life
that's your opinion...not my fact.

Things that never even happened
are already spreading fast.
And slowly now, I start to see
everyone's deceiving mask.

Why are you being so judgmental?
speaking of things that you don't know.
Bringing up these lies about me,
why don't you just let it go.

It's like telling the deaf my secrets
or showing the blind my scars.
Like standing by a stone cold grave
and with the dead watching the stars.

Like listening to the mute's advice
or the paralyzed helping me stand.
That's how you hypocrites befriend me,
something I'll never understand.

Always jumping to conclusions
of how my future's going to be.
You're judging how I live my present,
but your own life you cannot see.

I'm sure you think of different things
every time you hear my name.
But let me make a simple promise
I'm going to always stay the same.

You'll all realize you were wrong,
I'll prove myself to all of you.
I've found my strength in everything
all the things you've put me through.

Don't try to say you have my back
that you'll stay right by my side.
Now I know how fake you are
it's clear to me, you always lied.

Don't tell me I should have control
I've been controlling this too long.
All this rage I've held inside
has somehow kept me strong.

All the secrets I've been keeping,
the painful things inside my heart.
You made me do things I don't want,
you've slowly torn my soul apart.

Neither of you know my pain
or see the tears that I conceal.
Even by looking in my eyes
you'll never know the way I feel.

So when you try to bring me down,
if I fall...I'll fall alone.
But don't you try to help me up
'cuz I can do it on my own...

Remember This

by +HISblood=Mylife+

Life is rough
thats how it is
but when you've had enough
remember this
Jesus went through it all
He knows how it feels
to be alone
how it feels to fall
how it is to love someone and them never love you back
how it feels to be ignored
and think that no one cares
So next time when your feeling
like your in a hole
so full of emptiness,
let him heal your soul
He loves you so much
and he'll be there when you've had enough
He will always care
Thats why he died for us.
Remember This

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Recipie for DEATH

by YouBruiseMyName©

I have found the perfect recipe for death...

1000 tears hidden behind a smile,
30 bulimic vomits, when you're down to bile.
1 large sized broken heart, full of pain,
2 cut up wrists letting the past drain.
7 experiences of being diagnosed with depression,
3 suicide notes full of confessions.
Countless amounts the crimson regret would leak,
800 memories of the mirror screaming 'freak'.
200 hideous weekly scars,
I guess it didn't work, my wish upon a star.
60 painkillers to wipe away this mess,
to wash it down, skull 500mls meths.
1 drop of an extra salty tear for more flavor,
I never did find a Saviour.
To finish you must have at least 6 fake friends,
Now mix it all together and pray this is the end!!

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Saved

by Jenny

What do I do, where should I hide?
Where should I go, where is my pride?
I'm loosing myself, to evil and dark
Temptations surround me, everywhere they lark
But just as I think, that all is lost
Weary and broken, consequence has cost
Instead of half full, half empty is my cup
Falling, falling, and I can't get up
You gave me your hand, and showed me the light
Pulled my sorrows off me, battling my fight
You were the light that lit up my path
Led me through, calmed down my wrath
Showed me your mercy, washed all my sin
Relieved me from stress, this trouble I was in
You raised me up, and showed me your glory
Rescued me, from this sad story
You became my life, my one and only
I didn't care much, wasn't very lonely
You were always there, always in the picture
I didn't see anyone but you, among the mixture
Dressing up didn't appeal to me, makeup was trash
Time wasn't important, riches weren't cash
You gave me a feeling, I've never felt before
Of wonder and love, stuff I've always cared for
I began spreading your light, the same one you gave to me
Prayed them a prayer, gave them a key
I wanted to spread the joy that had overfilled my spirit
Hoping they would take it, then go give it
So one would become two, and two would become four
And four would grow, and there'd be a whole lot more
People all around, giving and taking
Everyone sharing, no one would be faking
And so maybe people like I used to be, the time I couldn't bare
Would be given the light, and know that more than one care
People who are depressed, even thinking
Lonely and confused, wanting somewhere to hide
Would be set free of their troubles, stress, and more
And the burden they were holding, deep down in their core
Would be released, all their bumpy streets paved
Just like I was, after I was saved
But before this happened, I was like others
Hundreds of unsaved children, fathers, and mothers
My point is, to spread this to more
Maybe one, maybe two, maybe three or four
A lot more is good, like up to eleven
So people can get saved, and one more person can go to heaven

But I Still Love You......

by © Lo5t@ng3L

I really miss you,
But I don't want to,
I still love you,
Like I used to do.

And I wish we were together,
But I know it can't be,
Thought we belonged forever,
Our future I could see.

I long to hold you,
Just one last time,
But I have to remind myself,
That you're no longer mine.

My mind is distant,
Lost in countless thoughts of you,
I break down and cry,
When I think about what you put me through.

I can't go back to you,
Even though it kills me inside,
You hurt me too much,
Tattered my pride.

You killed a big part of me,
And it got washed away in the rain,
You played and toiled with me,
Causing me so much unneeded pain.

But I still love you,
Like I used to do,
And it kills me that there just can't,
Be another me and you.